Apr 06 2009
What about the weekend…..
Today I am back at work wondering what the hell I am doing here? I hate being here cause the only thing everyone worries about is being bitched at by the owner. I always say this place is a win/lose situation as much as everyone would like to see it as a win/win situation. NOT!!!!!! ever going to be. I spent my very short weekend at home on Saturday and Sunday shopping with Mom and daughter. Thank God for MOM’s, she is always buying me things. What will I ever do without her. I guess I won’t know that until it is too late. huh? My daughter and I fight constantly but we too can’t be without eachother. Luis is the same way with me always mad, but in love with me or at least I hope so! My mom bought me these really cool pans to cook with since Luis expects for me to have a home cooked meal every evening with the exception of this morning I did cook breakfast for him before leaving to work. I know I have a lot to handle on a daily basis but some how I just have to get through this. I don’t know how I am going to do it, but hopefully by writing it all out I can somehow get it done.
I applied for a management position over at Stonewerks on Saturday and was interviewed. The interview went good all I need to do is submit a resume, but my concern is will I be able to manage working there and my children. Luis was so angry at me says I have it made in the shade here and don’t even know it. Maybe he is right, or maybe he is always right in regards to my crazy ass decisions. IDK! We’ll wait and see what happens?
I will one day I can’t say when, but I know sometime soon I will be writing great restaurant reviews for business all over SA. I want nothing more but to be working from home with my daughter and son by my side and if Luis wants to be there too he can.
Well, this is enough writing for now I really have to get back to the same ole bump and grind here at work. For today I will just be humble and except my defeat for now and move forward knowing that I do have things to look forward too. 
